a shooting star

12-12-09 1253pm sunny day

a nice weather today with my feeling similar to the weather. If one day, you get to see outside your window is raining, then you will know someone outside there is feeling emo.. haha..

Well not really in that thinking now as years goes on. My age does allow me to get stronger, seeing through many things, experience it. Many people see me grown up, learnt things and i know how to take care myself and also everyone beside.

Recently a colleague sent me this link,
-talk to me or icecream-
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t-DWnGSn_jo

Do not understand what it means. Is he refering to me not to be sad over my daddy stuff?
What i know is the icecream i want to eat lol yummy ;p
Anyway thanks, its a nice song!

impt message/sentence below-- Do not always look at peoples'outside, go and understand more deeply. Everyone has their own moments that they feel weak. Like my granny said, you have grown up, no longer like a kid, must know how to see and understand clearly on people.

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Cat- December 12 2009
i so totally agree with u.. for me i'll juz emo.. if u reli dun want pple read den u vent it out as a draft and read for urself.. i oso always emo 1 hahax.. best way to deal wif emoness is to do tings tt make u happy.. mayb u too stress ler...for me i oso dun wan pple to take me as weak.. so wad i do is i post it but inside the post i will say its my own tots, and feelings.. not tt i am weak.. even if i am weak, i believe everyone has their own moments tt they feel weak.. nothing to be ashame abt... tts why i juz let it be, heck care wad pple say =D ""


Another true story to share- a girl who is different from me... not in sex la...hmm what i mean is the life we are having. Her stress level is much higher than me, her emotional level is far away from me. Her father got cancer. She have to support her poor family, at night still need to rush for school. Sometimes at work still kanna scolded by boss. She did not have the time to have fun and even sit down for a coffee. She missed out all the fun during her teen age, 20-26. So stressful that she cry out in a corner. A Real bitter cry at a side but she still show her laughter, smiles to her Dad.
Her Dad passed away recently. She feel its a release, no regret. At least she has done her best, spending time and concern to let her Dad live comfortly during his days.

After hearing this story, any comment from you guys?
Hope you guys understand it, its meaningful..

Hope my wishes come true after i saw a shooting star yesterday. It travelled at a fast speed, at the right time for me to see it.

Smiles,
Joe