thought in the night

09-12-2009 0241hrs

What is inside joe's mind now?

did not know there are so many things happened during this short period.
this kind of thing is not everyone will like to have it.
Joe got no choice but to face it.
Joe keeps his mind running at all time.
hopefully he is able to come out with a better solution or ways to solve it.
Facing strong and handle each problem individually.

He thought he can focus well on his studies yet recently another matter hit on him again.
Wrongly blamed hurt his pride much to a deep low end.
Before we know him, he is on a high, anticipation morale, ready to give a new challenge on his studies.
But all things changed around him at this time.

During his marathon run on that day, many things were running on his mind instead of his feet doing the job.
What he knows about his feet is getting heavier.
Without saying, the pain is also increasing.
He is not blaming on anything, he feel this is what god ve already planned for him, a Joe's route. Everyone got different kinds of route.
Well joe's route is tough, he feel that this marathon run shows how strong of him finishing up the race by himself which determine how well he cope with the obstacles in his route.

did not know his boss M.C approached him yesterday and granted him more leave days so as to accompany his Dad.
So sweet of his boss but Joe rejected the offer because he knows he cannot accept his offer like that.........
I can feel Joe have decided on certain things after some self reflection...............