running to company-school-hospital

Dad is in hospital again.

sad thing is i do not know anything until i received a phone call from the nurse during my night class.

still the same, he does not want me to worry about him and keep everything silent.
He knows i am busy, he does not want to disturb me. But he did not know i will be more tired if i have to find out more by myself.

Communication is impt, must keep flowing..

Well do not know why he has to do that.

Can you imagine what the nurse said to me, "oh you do not know your dad is here? "

me speechless.....

Daddy, do you know what will they think of me...

you know i willing to do anything for you, but sometimes you do not want me to help, and it seriously can create a hurt impact on me.

Everyday running to company.... to school... to hospital...

im not sure when is my body going to be down...

But my mind is still staying very strong which is different from last time..

well not sure this sunday marathon am i able to perform well?