A&E hospital

Usually by this time, i am either doing something or finished something but nope. Sitting down at a corner quietly thinking of many things, cannot get myself to sleep. Should i try the second time for those sleeping pills?

Yesterday 29-06-09, supposed to be a smooth day for me to accompany my Dad to get the medical report but ended up in another hospital. I was panic when i received his call saying he felt pain and his foot was swollen. Rushed back from work and saw his foot. What happened!? Gotta carry him to A&E.

It was a bad weather. Each raining alway give me a thought of something bad is happening. Yes it was, rain through out the whole night. Inside the A&E, it was very cold for me, i was like shivering alone waiting for Dad to come out.

9pm....10pm....11pm....
so hungry, why i did not want to go for my dinner?
Why Dad is inside for so long?
Why Dad's foot swollen?
Why must it happened to my Dad?
There are so many Why WHY wHy going on my mind....

I know it is not within my control but i cannot bear to hear or see it.
Injection process was so long.
Thought the songs in my phone will prevent me from thinking too much.
But again why all songs to me sound emo?

Suddenly i got memory loss, do not know who to speak to.
Thanks to a few friends called for concern and asked me not to worry.

Finally Dad is out but need to transfer to another hospital, SGH in the next morning, 30-06-09.
Please do not happen anything to Dad.

Hope everything is positive.

Please....