-- VINCENT --

Thanks kk, such a nice guy for getting me this Don Mclean CD. Inside got a song that i really wish to hear, Vincent.
A touching song to please anyone especially during night time. This song is created in memory of Vincent Van Gogh, a Dutch artist, who produced many of the world's best known paintings, then later, he made the world realised that the depth of his love was what his life was all about...

Starry, starry night. Paint your palette blue and grey. Look out on a summer's day. With eyes that know the darkness in my soul. Shadows on the hills. Sketch the trees and the danodils. Catch the breeze and the winter chills. In colors on the snowy linen land. Now i understand. What you tried to say to me. How you suffered for your sanity. How you tried to set them free. They would not listen, they did not know how. Perhaps they'll listen now. Starry, starry night. Flaming flowers that brightly blaze. Swirling clouds in violet haze. Reflect in Vincent's eyes of china blue. Colors changing hue. Morning fields of amber grain. Weathered faces lined in pain. Are soothed beneath the artist's loving hand. Now i understand. What you tried to say to me. How you suffered for your sanity. How you tried to set them free. They would not listen, they did not know how. Perhaps they'll listen now. For they could not love you. But still your love was true. And when no hope was left in sight on that. Starry, starry night. You took your life as loves often do. But i could have told you, Vincent. This world was never meant for one as beautiful as you. Starry, starry night. Portraits hung in empty halls. Frameless heads on nameless walls. With eyes that watch the world and cant forget. Like the strangers that you've met. The ragged men in ragged clothes. The sliver thorn of bloody rose. Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow. Now i think i know. What you tried to say to me. How you suffered for your sanity. How you tried to set them free. They would not listen, they're not listening still. Perhaps they never will.

This song reminded me of this show 溏心风暴. It is the best drama i ever seen. Many things i learned from there. Growing more mature with these meaningful espiodes, ie 14- taught about friendships and relationships, 27- family distance as "da kan" mum passed away of this illness, 30- money issues and plots setup by wicked, greedy peoples. 31- why blog without attract attention (AA). From these esp., knowing the important of friendships. I forgive everything and sorry if i am. Whatever illness he got, everyone in the family must be close together. Most guys feel blogging is a waste of time, "wu liao" as no people will see. But i disagreed . Whenever a person is not happy, it is not go for drinking or looking for people to chat, you tend to feel like writing. The feeling will get better. Anyway there are many complicated peoples in this world, must know yourself who is really your real friends and normal friends. Treasure them before you lose them.

Take care.

Love,
Boon