Hospital to Hospital

02-07-09 Thursday cloudy

There are many decisions i need to make during this period. I am afraid i will make the wrong choice.
--Why i had to make this decision by myself?

Wonder when will Daddy recover fully?
He had been sleeping alone every night at Singapore General Hospital. All of us are worried about him.
--Is e virus so strong to cure?

I realised there are many things that my Daddy did not tell me until today i heard his condition from the doctor. Guess he is worried about us, that is why he is keeping it to himself.
--Why he had to do that?

As the elder of the family, i need to be strong and firm as i know the whole family need me now.
God, please give me some energy.
--Why am i so weak?

Granny suffered a fall today during her exercise walk.
Blood keep coming out from her body non stop.
Struggled herself in Alexandra Hospital.
Thanks to You.
A no manner, no patient guy caused my Granny to be like that.
Hate you till max!
--Why is it another blow to me?

Today went to see my dad, after awhile i need to rush over another side to see my Granny.
It is like from one hospital to another hospital.
Guess what, it is my first time to lost my way although i am a good Road Directory.
Instead of going to Alexandra hospital, i went to Thomson hospital.
Oh my goodness, do not know what my mind is thinking.
--Why am i so depressed?

Memory loss again?

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