Get Well Soon Okie

Feeling lost.. went back to Mohamed ali lane to look up for Granny again. Sometimes u will expect something different from her. She speaks from her heart-true and simple. It smoothens my feeling and open up my mind.

Heard many stories from friends saying their dads are not good or something. But something happened to my dad. He is really a good dad taking care of us, this family. Why god must ill treat him like that, given him this illness whereby he is such a nice, helpful guy. He does not smoke, no drink, faithful to my mum, hardworking. But why.. why.. why...

These few weeks i can see he is getting weaker and tired. I do not know how to response to it.
Feel like saying out to you guys, my close friends asking how, what should i do?
Sorry kept telling nothing happened, always putting a smiling mask on it.
Well it affected my mood on work. Took many mc 's and leave 's recently. I am afraid boss will look into it, my performance. Got to work hard now, if not i cannot meet the deadline.

Darren, Ivy, Donn, Alex, Jason, Ivy, Nick, Xin Xuan, Queky, Karen, Huey Min, Jasmine, Birdie, Nancy, Weijie, SoonMing, Henry, Chan, Clarence, Dawn, Esabelle
-Thank you very much for cheering me up, listening to me, helping me.

I will try to be happy, gain back my confidence and be myself okie.

Well its getting late, 2am plus.
Hope i can sleep now after saying everything out.
Wish me a good week start ahead.

Loves,
Joe