Really feel everyone is not there

to me friends are important.
Loanshark also let me realised it when that time i almost going to give up hope.

I really feel everyone is not there, together.
whenever comes to an important day, i am sure someone is going to be missing.
It is hard for everyone to be here together.
I thought this kind of day is good for catching up, updates.
Feel disappointed.
I rather everyday is just a normal day to me, do not want any holiday at all.
whats wrong couples cannot meet up together?
Busy is really the main reason?

maybe i need to give myself a tight slap, why bother to spend so much time on friends issues when my important stuffs didnt really go and do.
Xiuling and Jason will be disappointed when i didnt focus on my objective again.

Loanshark's message

I received many of my birthday regards but among the rest, one of them did bring me out laughter.
Her message was simple but in a way did cheer me up at the right time. I cant imagine my actual birthday was in the jungle fighting hard with those mozzies and missions. Haha i thought i was cutting cake at that time.


"Shushu! Happy 30th birthday! I bet u must be bored in camp!
Dont worry when u are out, must get u a big present and celebrate for u!
Dont worry although u are 30 u are still the most trendy shushu! :D "


Thanks Loanshark!
Wish u and your bf are doing well :)

Cheers,
ShuShu

Short message to say i am doing fine

Guys, im doing fine, no worries. Not actually mia but just too many things running at this period. I am busy preparing for exams and also running very tight on my work. Giving alot of attention and wanted to do an excellent job for my company. I did spend many late nights for work, even Sat and Sun. Hope you guys believe i am not avoiding anyone. I wont have much time on msn or meet up but after Nov, i will be quite free, hope to see everyone soon. There are Many updates wanna share with you guys.

Seeya Nov, guys!!

Cheers,
Joe