Air is HEAVY for me?

Just finished another meeting.

Recently everyone in the company does not feel okay, including me.

Do not understand a striking occurrence of two or more cases happened at one time apparently by mere chance.

You can hear ‘notebook’, this word from everyone’s mouth.

Is it too careless?

I feel bad for my colleagues, the losing case greatly affected their performance and year-long bonus. Don’t think there will be any promotion for them.

Its quite a serious case as the notebook containing many classified and co-confidential documents.

One thing is how can a notebook lost inside the lab which our security is so tight.

All these years there was no such case happened until we moved here, our new home.

Boss YK says, it is not a matter of lost but its that we lost our defence business.

Giving our customer a no trust, how will they let us handle their project next time.

Haiz my works are piling up due to Cyclone has shifted out for another project and my next colleague was on a long leave. Its like every day I am running up and down for two major projects by myself.

My question mark '?' is getting bigger whenever I go through every new chapter of my coursebook.

But its good to see I am sitting down at a corner pushing myself, reading it.

Just need time on this new area.

Sorry guys to keep me accompany for these few nights. I am controlling and will not let my tears down. I am sure Granny does not want to see me like that. Maybe I just need a little time.

Sorry to scare everyone off when talking to you guys so serious. That’s really how I feel now and that’s me!

Still cannot accept the fact that Granny left.

Love,
Joe