joe is missing??

Am I running away?
Everyone start to say, joe is missing….? Nope.. I am not on dating okie.
Why no people ever ask a simple qns ie how re you?
Even its, most people will simply reply back, I am fine even he is not.
Well how I wish there is someone that can ask me this qns and more deeply ie what have u been doing lately..?
Well even my close friend did not know what I have been going through.
I really not sure how long can I survive? Do you all ever know that I may transplant my kidney to my father. Guess not a single person knows.

Do you know what am I doing recently?
Guess most people reply is, Oh joe is celebrating his last twenties birthday.
Well answer is not really correct.

Joe is still busy searching on solution beside the need to transplant his kidney...
why all doc can only give this kind of solution? Well joe arranged to meet up another kidney doctor from tan tock seng hospital which recommended by his colleague for some opinions.

Now I am doing a research on a kind of plant called asparagus. Heard from people saying it helps.

I have 14 more days to complete my "10 things to accomplish when I am going to taiwan".
I am at No. 5) registered my Bac of Science(HONs) on supply chain of management.

Which mean if everything go well in Ireland, I may start school after I come back from taiwan.
Haha its like not a single person know I am back to school again, with a very strong mind of doing well this time.
To be in the right state of my mind and super self discipline this time.
Its an intensive program, and I really want my Dad to be at my convocation soon.

After that I thinking of giving another good shot, master since its only a year time frame and depend on that course market.

No 6) advanced baking course going register soon.

Anyway I have a bad day today inside my boss room during my appraisal. Heard from him saying Cyclops did say something bad about me. I wondered why he had to say that to earn him credit or __?
Really hate such people wearing a mask in front of me. Nvm I still show belief in myself, I will prove my boss wrong and show him the evidence of the two things I promised him.
Luckily this time I am not with Cyclops doing the same project again.
Boss said there will be a new person coming in, under me and I am going to train him up to have a good understanding on the overall project.

Haiz my fever is like on and off… so many days already still not fully recovered. Well its not h1n1 or h5n7 lol.. kinda of virus attacked and also i did not have a good rest this period.

How I wish got someone call me now showing me concern or regards.

How I wish…