Pissed oFF

Super Pissed off with a friend on msn chat a moment ago when my mood was high and happy that cant wait to see the UnXpected band.
Wondering why he had to say this to me in this way. What are you trying to show me. Since you bother to say it out, then do not blame it or say its other who ask. Coward sia. The person can come and ask me ma, why will he ask you on his behalf. Furthermore he got my msn ma. As a friend, you should concern and find out why and what thing actually happened to me.
Well I hate your words..

You think i am not sad at all when i got the news long ago.. You think i am not panic meh.. You think i never think at all meh... You think its really my lifestyle meh... And all you think is to see the outer fact and listen to people said only. You never go in deeper to understand why i am suffering like that.

Thats why things did not go out well and people got angry or misunderstanding due to listening to people say. You did not know are they saying the right thing. You never go and understand, communicate with the main person well.

I can tell you the impact even till now still hurting me. Please do not talk about this promotion thing anymore. I really hate that person for that trip. If not that happened, i will have different from now. All the people that close to me will know whats happening between me and him, mr Phantom Mask. I feel all the while i never did anything bad behind him. Thanks for his bold nail onto it, it will let me get even stronger.

My friend's msn conversation previously--

Laughing Boy says:
not today lah
is yest
im wondering ppl got promoted but not u?
what has happen?
u dont seems to panick?
well maybe thats ur own lifestyle
i shld not interfere

---,-'-<@ joe.joseph-- says:
no comment

Laughing Boy says:
im asking on *tom behalf

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