a bad friday~

so many things happened within this period...
wondered how am i going to take it.

got a very bad friday... making me into deep thought..
glad to see all my old friends in that day, didnt know so many things changed...
why its a cycle?? i really wish everyone to be success and more of all be Happy.
sometimes i really think am i too concern and always helping u all a lot?? while myself didnt do much improvement.. i really feel tired..
And sorry i didnt help up that nite.. as myself also abit emo..

Currently im thinking of my parent especially my dad. i want to spend more time with them. Seriously im still hurt in a way i see them alone. All e while im pretending in front of u guys that im okay, everything running fine but im actually struggling to be brave enough to face this situation, i hope dad recover speedy. Luv them a lot!

i thinking 2005-half 2008, really a paused. Gotta move up to higher level in e upcoming year.
well its not a say only, meaning i gotta put on determination x100 to do it. i will!

wish me Lucks!
Joe